Archives for 2007

Full of shit

Today while waiting in the car while the darling husband quickly went to the bank machine, a cube truck stopped at the red light beside the car. The side of the truck was advertising some mortgage company’s commitment to me owning a home which I don’t at the moment. The picture was a woman falling […]

my funny boner

I want to remember all the funny things that have made me laugh, like really laugh! The stuff that is just as funny when you think of it years later. 1. Its the 80’s and I am in highschool and going over to my friend Stephanie’s house after school. She lives on Ward’s Island, one […]


I have had a very strange week. Nothing has changed, our future is still our future but the news we got has left me heartbroken. I haven’t shed one tear, it felt unnesessary but my horoscope for this week made me cry…………. Virgo Horoscope for week of August 16, 2007Jaeyana Beuraheng, a mother of eight, […]

To Do List

To Do List I have been feeling an incredible sense of duty to get stuff done. Like I have been told that I only have 6 months to live or that I will lose all my memory so I better document the important things now. 1. I have a huge pile of books on my […]


The hardest part of a divorce or break up is the loss the future. All the plans and things you could count on, like them being around. Now what?? On Sunday I got an update on a woman who has been my very good friend and support buddy through the IVF and pregnancy process. I […]

walk, stroll and run!!!

How come buying a stroller is so hard?? It has been made so difficult that even when you make a decision you are destined to wonder if that decision was the right one. The features are overwhelming, parent organizing tray with cup holder, duel rear brakes, all terraine tires, reclinable seats to 2, 3, or […]

Bone Tired

I’m tired. The kind of tired where I’m too tired to worry about what I should be doing but too tired to sleep. I just can’t think. Life isn’t easy right now but there is nothing I can do about it. I am currently learning the hardest lesson of my life, faith in the universe […]

Full Circle

There is something about being told that you are pregnant that makes you an instant Mama. You have to start acting ‘Mamaish’ to test out the new job title. There are a few things that have always been ‘mamalike’ about me, including that for years I was the friend that everyone turned to when things […]

My Cheatin Heart

It’s true. I have been unfaithful……….I am cheating on MySpace. After defending it’s honour so many times, I have turned to Facebook. The spouse has had tons of luck finding loads of old grade and highschool and college chums. He is the most popular guy at Facebook. He found his grade three first girlfriend……….and a […]

making new school chums

So I have been back to school for 2 days……that’s 3 classes so far. And I am already struggling with some of the very young girls in our class. Yesterday in our very first class a young maybe 20 year old who I will call…….um ‘Oxana’ was about 20 minutes late for class. The campus […]